Friday, October 15, 2021

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?

   
 Tulasi is starting at the ceiling. " 90 days...90 days!!!", She muttered under her breath. She couldn't sleep properly. Its been 90 days Tulasi has seen her. " What's the matter with her?", Thought there hundred and twenty seventh time today.
           From her early teens Tulasi befriended her. With her Tulasi's life had become roller coaster ride. Tulasi laughed with her, cried with her, fought with her. She didn't changed her ways. She loves Tulasi and visited Tulasi every month. When she went, Tulasi used to think of her.
But now it's almost 3 months, no sign of her. Tulasi checked everything, the result is' negetive'. 
         Tulasi unconsciously took her mobile phone and opened front camera."Am I losing hair?" Tulasi checked her reflection. " Shit!!" Tulasi is in frustration. When she was there, she used to take care of Tulasi's hair, health, beauty, everything. Yes, she is little bit of hyppe, but inside she is sweet. She wanted Tulasi to be herself. She made decisions on Tulasi's behalf, when she is around. She is such a charm, that Tulasi don't want to go anywhere. She transformed lazy Tulasi to fitness-freak Tulasi. But now Tulasi stopped doing Yoga(actually she don't want to), becoming more and more grumpy(may be because of her friend's absense).
             Tulasi thought one more time, " where is she when I needed her most??  Hmmm... This is it..I am going to meet Dr. Niranjana and find where she is". Tulasi couldn't go to sleep that night. Tulasi woke up and checked all her ultra sound scanning reports are in place or not and packed that in the bag. All set for tomorrow's appointment. Tulasi got back to her bed and tried to shut eyes as well as her thoughts. 
            The report says " Impression of Polycystic ovary syndrome" 
For the last time she whispered " Where have you been my friend..PERIOD?

P.S. Dedicated to all women out there fought or still fighting with PCOD/S. 
PCOD/S is not only one thing to deal with. Women has to deal with lots of mood swings, sleep deprivation, skin problems, infertility, hair loss, weight gain and many more.

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